um, hi. hm so this my self introduction? um yea maybe. So, i am 13 years old and suffered from depression and low self esteem. its not like i really really have a low self esteem. just yea, don't really have that confidence in myself bcs im fat tbh. so i suffered from depression since i was young and now, im used to it. since i was 7, all my friends around me will make fun and use sarcasm around me and at first, i am so annoyed and now, im used to it so idrc. like idgaf. but i dont understand why people always judge a person in front of them. i repeat, in. front. of. them. if you gonna judge that person, why do you need to tell the whole universe? like wth? are you trying to embarassed her? especially guys. if that girl is fat.. do you need to call her fat all the time and it was not funny at all to make a joke. even if that girl said she dont mind or she just laughed.. it doesnt mean that she asked you to keep calling her fat or wtv. like you should freaking stop.  maybe she has that bright kind of personality.. but you know their names and you dont know their story. their life. you making fun of her and never even say sorry or jk. im saying this because i experienced this alot since i was young. making fun of people is not funny okay. imagine if people making fun of you and you feel embarassed and you have no one to talk or no way to run away from the cruel world. imagine that. and eventually you will start to cry yourself to sleep everynight or take the blade and cut. it may be sound stupid but you wont even know a person story. so dont judge them if youre not perfect.